
“having it all” set theory:
having it all is a superset of resting and refusal, therefore to have it all you must sometimes not have anything at all.
zone2 training at mietze. zone4 at feng. but now there’s a long run ahead, which way should i go?
i’ve always been putting it on btw

hi i’m bapemar, nice to meet you, do u listen to bladee? no? yeah he’s pretty niche… so can i get ur number?

am i giving trade?
my illness has been cured. no more silliness. my friends have had enough. i literally don’t even care. i am not avoidant or anxious, i’m mature and healthy and reasonable and secure. right… right…
may 2026 takeaways:
- being able to have it all is not a reason to have it all, maximalism is not my path, man’s search for meaning continues.
- i am so grateful for my body that can run and dance and climb and move and walk. it’s a temple and i should attend to it as such.
- it’s really easy and intoxicating to believe you’re in control of your destiny. your blessings come from Allah, remember that.
- remember ur young ho and chopped unc, a fool and also an alien of extraordinary ability. remember to be human is to hold and embrace your contradictions.


you gotta be kidding right?
i’m starting to think finding love in the city is more than a 2 month endeavor.
i will not be fooled by the dunya. i will not be fooled by the dunya. i will not be fooled by the dunya.
signs are only as real as we make them to be. remember the poem? u even read it out loud.
please please please june omar have self respect. don’t be a fool.