The Big Other is the symbolic order, the anonymous "they" whose gaze shapes how we
present
ourselves even in private. An internalized audience, a set of expectations that we perform for
without even being able to name who's watching. Even when I write in private, in secret, in my
journal, I am still not fully myself. Even this note is again just a performance of my awareness of
the gaze to the gaze.
went to see sebi and kimj with my friends!
petite bourgeois eats fruit he hasn’t labored to peel
first tattoo. when i was a kid i was up to no good climbing over a fence and it left a scar on the inside of my knee, and now a flower has bloomed from it!
got my lip pierced